so i am back, sort of. hiatus has been wandering through the wilderness of pseudo-academe, trying to find my way to a brighter, whiter place. somewhere clean but not sterile. somewhere safe to get my feet wet. this quest has been in vain.

today it snowed. a great deal. the flowers have been betrayed by the sky and she is laughing at me too.

i have given up on very many things. we have one week left of classes and then the trial by fire that is the ib exams. brendan, callahan and i are going to travel to montreal. rene and i are traveling to traverse city (what an odd sentence). i am going to travel to the edge of the universe. i wish i had someone to take with me.